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Its not un-used, it’s just the lack of emotions.

Wow, its been a terrible long time since i last blogged. Well who’s even keeping tab on this blog anyway. Hey, holiday is blowing fast and woah, time is really really flying fast, soon i before i know it, i will finish my 3 year course and next thing i know i will be cocking rifles and laying prone on the fucking jungle floor.

My life is … just a blank now. Once work start again, i’ll just be the same old guy clocking 8 hours a day, returning home to my nothingness all over again- sleep and get all ready for the 8 hours clockwork.

And i removed a colour from my life. Someone that could brighten my life up, someone i will share my life with, to hold me and hug me. But it’s for the better right. My colourlessness life would just suck up everything away.

I’m even bored with my game already. I stayed away from it the whole day today.

I’m going to be a sucker for socialising too. I’ll talk to anyone or anything soon. Hah.

I want to go out to have dinner with a group of people or someone but i’m too lazy to pick up the phone to organise one.

I’m sneezing like mad now. Oh boy.